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So alot has happened and alot will be happening. One important thing i will be done with school end of may as long as i don't fuck up. i know it's been a super long time since i have posted anything really artsy or even basic photography as i have been focusing on family and school. and really i've been having fun with engineering toys which have an art quality unto themselves. so hopefully sometime soon i can work on artsy stuff in my free time once i have a job. i have stuff i wanna work on like the horses. its been almost 3-4 years since i started

i have gotten alot of things done. wow i didn't realize how much time that site destroyed. now i'm spending it on here and on various other forums but mostly i actually do productive things! still don't know about my drive for painting lacking inspiration. i know why but nothing i can do about it at the moment.

been so busy over the last year and a  half with school and family stuff that i have neglected anything art related other then a thing here and there. i think i have lost my patience and drive to work on pieces plus the lack of time doesn't help. Moving constantly from one crisis to the next is tiring and all i want to do is surf and ride my bike whenever i have free time. since last November with my mom getting sick and then passing away in January i haven't had any time because I've been doing school stuff and taking care of my dad and sister. she broke her leg in Feb and finally got out of a cast in august. then school and then a summer cl